The things that make JC life bearable are my class, my OG and to a certain extent, my cca. Life has become hectic ever since jc started. And i'm still searching for that little bit of motivation to focus on my work. I miss my secondary school days really badly. And i feel like a Marist, out of place in ACJC most of the time. It seems fine on the surface, but really. I just don't feel in place. & yet i'm thinking of so many other things i wanna take up. Like maybe Arts council, or if i can make it, Swimming as a second cca... I wonder if i'll make the cut.
Its time i stop whining. I need to get my act in order. The teachers not here to tell me to 'really sit down and study' or threaten me with things like 'At the end of the year, dont give me the pleasure of saying i told you so'. And i kinda miss that. I was looking through my photos on facebook just now. The 'Photos of me' category has doubled ever since i came to AC. and looking at the last picture and the first picture. The difference was... a really big gap. It was kinda great to see how much i have grown and matured, but i'm not displaying that. yet.
I want that motivation i had to study for Os back. sigh. I want to be able to tell myself at the end of every day, that i have done my best. and I will not regret what ever i've done for today. I will make that commitment. from tomorrow onwards! =P
Oh, I love my PW grp. I thank god for the people i have. I know its an 'A'! Work towards it guys! & have fun in the process!
After a while, i realised, i need to open myself up to the possibilities in JC. Make full use of everything. But at the same time, stay true to myself. Just as what my teacher has told me.
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