Full of Care...

Okay, the difference of pressure I'm getting in Sec 4 is definitely much much bigger. Look at all the homework, all the new chapters. Even I'm not coping with Sec 4 maths, while everyone is. This is so ridiculous.

My relationships in school with peers in this year also isn't shooting all the way up. Sure i have a couple of friends here and there, and without fail, my juniors are always around for me to talk to once in a while. It feels weird to be the oldest in school, and thats a good & bad thing. Sigh.. My time management also sucks. Everything sucks. And i just had to take up debates this year. Extra pressure for this 1-2months. Sigh..

I can't wait until everything is over.

Oh. I'm also disappointed by some of my friends. People really are not what they appear to be. No one can always be there with you. All the quotes about friends being there for you all the time and such, are not necessarily always true.

Or maybe i just have not found an ideal one yet...

Leisure - William Henry Davies