Its not what it used to be

School is starting to get really dull now. I am just not as motivated to study as before. Right now, I'm having a big dislike towards somethings, or rather, some people in school. They are not from my class, neither are they my juniors.

What if someone gets recognition and credit for everything that you've done because your just the backstage crew? The audience would easily assume the credit would go to the person in the spotlight. Shit happens.

However, there are also the better things in school that i look forward to everyday. That would of course include my class, 4L, 2C07 Classmates, and of course, SOME of my fellow councillors. (See a link?)

Anyways, the teachers are just piling homework up on us and i just have no drive to do them anymore. It just gets redundant.

Right now, i just want to escape, just for a day or 2. Have a good party, or just go over to the beach with my friends. Its simply not the way it used to be.

School Started!

School started last friday. Monday was the official day lessons began. I was surprised at the big changes i had in teachers, expecting most to be the same as sec 3. Right now, i prefer my chinese teacher last year so much more. I do not really like this year's one. Although i do hope i work well with him to achieve my best for my Chinese 'O' levels. As many of my friends would know, I'm really bad with Chinese Language. Sigh...

Being secondary 4 this year, everywhere you look is about 'O' Levels. Not that i blame it. Its natural for it to be like that. Teachers constantly reminding you about it, non-stop nagging from parents, and of course, being scared of that exam myself. I hope the effort that I promised myself to put in this year really shows. 

The first week of school, I have not really tuned back to it yet. I'm still behaving like a secondary 3. Not taking things seriously and wasting time...

I do have to go for Sec 1 Camp for the first week, so I know that would be my final escape from school and once its over, time for 'O' Levels... 

While I'm at this, I would like to wish my friend, Lau Hong Chuan, a Happy 16th!  -6 Jan