Okay, somethings are looking up. i guess.
I can't really complain about everything i guess.
There's also nothing more i can do about you i guess...but i hope for another chance.
Prelims are next week. 'They're going to be a good gauge of where you stand for the 'O' Levels' teachers repeatedly say. I don't know where i'll stand. anyways.
B3 for chinese. Oral - Merit.
gonna retake. cos school asks me to. >.<
mmmmm. Sometimes, friends are the best things that happens to you. Mrs Chia gave us a sample composition today. I really enjoyed the story. It was about friendship, & the power of words contain.
Mrs Chia told me it scored 29/30. >.>
Hectic Schedules. O lvls.
I've talked to Ben Wong about different options after O lvls. I guess i know where i want to go and what i want to study. I will work towards that. That i will achieve.
I like to call it the 'Calm B4 the Storm'. Storms and hell will only break loose when the exams are over. ;)THAT i assure you.
thinking of you.
all the time.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Landslide
Things have been pretty hectic for me. In school. Outside school. I have no idea how did i land up in the current state i am in right now.
I just screwed up in school. Not with my studies, (well okay maybe abit.) but mainly with my friends. Particulary, ONE friend. Its damn screwed up. Lol. To think it has been 7 fine months. Ah well. Shit happens. My priority now is 'O' levels anyways. It just seemed so hypocritical, ironic in a particular way.
I am crumbling under the pile of homework I have. I just do not know where to start. I've been trying and trying, but never have i been productive for a long period of time. I just do not have that long attention span anymore. I look at classes that have gone before me. How they graduated, one year after another. I do not know how do they do it. And now, they can tell me the same thing every other person is telling me. To hit the books. ARGHH.
At the very same time, I feel alien to myself. I don't know why am i thinking (of that). It just seem to pop into my thoughts all the time. I can't get rid of it. I've tried taking time off for that subject. But its not responding. ITS JUST STAGNANT. THERE. omg.
it hurts so much...
Alright. let me just summarise these things for you.
I HAVE BEEN FEELING REALLY REALLY SHITTY.
I just screwed up in school. Not with my studies, (well okay maybe abit.) but mainly with my friends. Particulary, ONE friend. Its damn screwed up. Lol. To think it has been 7 fine months. Ah well. Shit happens. My priority now is 'O' levels anyways. It just seemed so hypocritical, ironic in a particular way.
I am crumbling under the pile of homework I have. I just do not know where to start. I've been trying and trying, but never have i been productive for a long period of time. I just do not have that long attention span anymore. I look at classes that have gone before me. How they graduated, one year after another. I do not know how do they do it. And now, they can tell me the same thing every other person is telling me. To hit the books. ARGHH.
At the very same time, I feel alien to myself. I don't know why am i thinking (of that). It just seem to pop into my thoughts all the time. I can't get rid of it. I've tried taking time off for that subject. But its not responding. ITS JUST STAGNANT. THERE. omg.
it hurts so much...
Alright. let me just summarise these things for you.
I HAVE BEEN FEELING REALLY REALLY SHITTY.
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